it`s hard

I do not know if I did something wrong in my life, with nothing I do not get along. Everything in August falling apart one by one I miss it forces everything else I do not know what I'm still waiting. Maybe time to change something actually break away from reality. I wish I could fly and soar the skies and forget about all the bad moments, bad bugs in life. I miss the old times when we were all together in August I had a good laugh with whom to talk and now I do not even have. From all this makes me want to cry. I do not blame anyone for my failure I know that she partly led to this but what you need to raise your ass and go to the front who knows maybe around the corner waiting for me Fortunately for which I am waiting for so long.